need and want

Today-
I had multiple conversations about
 + the business of earning money - how do people do it
                                                     -what they go through to make money
 + life goals - why making all these money?
                    - what would you do if you have a whole lot of money

 + family - brother, sisters, children, parents, grandparents, romantic partners,
               - do you live for them?
               - What type of relationships you have with them and
               - how they influence you.


I thought about:
 + love and lust - what does love really mean and please stop throwing the word around
 + want and need - along the same line
                            - do you really know what is your "need" and what is your "want"?
                            - What do you "need" it for? are you sure it is a need, because most of the time it is just "want".
                            -Would you ever know what is it that you need?


I found talking to friends and staring at the fire are my ways of processing thoughts but unfortunately not much physical evidence comes out of such enjoyable activities.

And then re-writing my conversations/thoughts become a chore as my intention then becomes "recording" things that already happen and not - producing and processing things as they come.

I wish I could record and share all my wandering thoughts with you but ..... i guess that would be too good to be true.

















fire place is a great place to think